Wtf? So I wanna kill myself but at the same time am scared of death?
What the fuck is this brain doing?
My brain is so fucking stupid.
How does this even make sense in evolution?
I don’t even know what I’m doing, the only things keeping me alive is my survival instict that overrides my suicidal thoughts.
Life literally makes zero sense.
🤔
Maybe it’s not that you want to die, it’s just that you don’t want to live anymore.
It is different. I have felt that way and I feel it is because deep down I have hope that it might get better.
I think about some of the things that have happened since the last time I felt this way and am glad I was able to experience them.
I really hope you can find your way to some sort of happiness.