Wtf? So I wanna kill myself but at the same time am scared of death?
What the fuck is this brain doing?
My brain is so fucking stupid.
How does this even make sense in evolution?
I don’t even know what I’m doing, the only things keeping me alive is my survival instict that overrides my suicidal thoughts.
Life literally makes zero sense.
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I tend to start getting suicidal thoughts when I’m tired/exhausted. While sleeping may not fix everything, a lack of sleep can exacerbate everything.
Look after yourself, keep going, and remember the people who care about you. Most people will want to help if you reach out.