Wtf? So I wanna kill myself but at the same time am scared of death?
What the fuck is this brain doing?
My brain is so fucking stupid.
How does this even make sense in evolution?
I don’t even know what I’m doing, the only things keeping me alive is my survival instict that overrides my suicidal thoughts.
Life literally makes zero sense.
🤔
If you throw a suicidal person off a boat, they’re still gunna tread water. For they don’t want to die, they want to kill the life they have.
Some proverb I heard somewhere
Arabic proverb. “You want to die? Throw yourself in the sea and you will find yourself fighting to live. You don’t want to kill yourself, you want to kill something inside of you.”
“تُريد الموت ؟ إرم نفسك في البحر وستجد أنك تُصارع لتعيش, أنت لا تُريد قتل نفسك ، أنت فقط تُريد قتل شيء ما بداخلك.”
Yeah, that sounds much better! Thanks