Wtf? So I wanna kill myself but at the same time am scared of death?
What the fuck is this brain doing?
My brain is so fucking stupid.
How does this even make sense in evolution?
I don’t even know what I’m doing, the only things keeping me alive is my survival instict that overrides my suicidal thoughts.
Life literally makes zero sense.
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Being scared to death is a natural reaction. I often meditate on the eventuality of death because I hope to be able to go quietly into that good night when it comes.