Wtf? So I wanna kill myself but at the same time am scared of death?
What the fuck is this brain doing?
My brain is so fucking stupid.
How does this even make sense in evolution?
I don’t even know what I’m doing, the only things keeping me alive is my survival instict that overrides my suicidal thoughts.
Life literally makes zero sense.
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Our brains are multifaceted and different sections can quite easily think contradictory things. I think the term is ambivalence. Each section specializes in something different, some are instinctive, some are learned coping mechanisms. I often wonder if being conscious is a curse. To be supremely aware of our own suffering and weaknesses and often not able to do anything about it.