I would say to myself, just go through with self-deletion. Save yourself from the grief and hardship that awaits. It really only gets worse from here on out. And the urge to do it will only grow.
Shit does suck but you will be surprised at your agency, looking back, however small.
I pray you mean self deletion in a digital or a metaphysical context. In which case, would recommend. Everyone needs a level of ego death to thrive. If struggling, then there are books you can read, activities to experience, drugs you can take and interesting people you can meet (therapy is great for ego death) to help shake your framing of reality.
Sending you good wishes stranger. And my fav quote recently.
“If you look for the light, you may sometimes find it. If you look for the dark, that’s all you’ll ever see.”
I would say to myself, just go through with self-deletion. Save yourself from the grief and hardship that awaits. It really only gets worse from here on out. And the urge to do it will only grow.
Dang, hope you’re ok.
Shit does suck but you will be surprised at your agency, looking back, however small.
I pray you mean self deletion in a digital or a metaphysical context. In which case, would recommend. Everyone needs a level of ego death to thrive. If struggling, then there are books you can read, activities to experience, drugs you can take and interesting people you can meet (therapy is great for ego death) to help shake your framing of reality.
Sending you good wishes stranger. And my fav quote recently.
“If you look for the light, you may sometimes find it. If you look for the dark, that’s all you’ll ever see.”