Shadowedcross

It’s why so many of us hate ourselves, because until we get diagnosed, all we have to go on is what people think and say about us.

There’s usually one that comes out on top, but what makes it even more interesting is my perfectionism.

Hey it’s me.

Neither as much as I’d like. My mum died 5 years ago, and my dad is in his late 70s and likely suffering from dementia. So between that and my own issues, there’s not really much opportunity to develop our understanding of each other.

Remember when buying a PC was semi-affordable? That was nice. Now it’s transitioning into a luxury product.

Makes sense, I myself live in the countryside, so I haven’t really had to put up with the pigeon density found in cities.

That’s fair. I think I too would hate something if it shat everywhere in my workplace.

I’m curious, why do you hate pigeons?

That’s me with Battlefield 6. I fucking hate it, but I have too much fun playing BF6 with friends to only have Linux.

I’m not bi, but I can still appreciate masculine beauty. Beauty is beauty, after all, regardless of someone’s gender.

Ehh. It’s definitely going to be more than traditional consoles. Whether it’s worth it to you depends on how much you care about having a console like experience on your TV, except with your steam library, and all the goodness that comes with a Linux-based OS.

Well, I do like free stuff.

Very Private Now, pls.

And what about people who feel exhausted by every type of social interaction? Because that’s my experience. I’m not saying it cannot change over time, but labels can still be useful. When someone describes themselves as an introvert, nobody assumes they are drained by every single interaction. People generally understand it as a way of describing how someone responds to strangers or groups, rather than how they respond to all interaction.

There is nothing wrong with that. A label can help someone express a pattern they recognise in themselves without believing they are trapped by it. It is simply a way of communicating how they tend to feel in certain situations. Many people adopt mindsets that feel natural or comfortable without assuming those mindsets define them forever.

I think my issue isn’t so much understanding them, but remembering them, especially when there’s a lot. My ADHD simply doesn’t let me remember so much information at once, maybe if I spent a good amount of time reading the rules, memorising them, preparing myself, etc.

This is why I refuse to play boardgames, even though my partner and our friends really like playing tabletop simulator. I think it’s a fun combination of my ADHD and anxiety. The ADHD struggling to understand instructions, and my anxiety not wanting to embarrass myself by being unable to.

It’s because actual, genuine smiles usually involve the eyes. In Mr.Beast’s case, he just has still, dead, emotionless eyes, that when accompanied by his grin, makes him look like he’s enjoying watching some sick, perverted shit, instead of expressing joy or happiness.

This and its wild variability are exactly why I hate wind turbines.

I’m sad I no longer have my files from my time spent in college doing games design, would’ve loved to see if I could do better now.

I have ADHD, so an energy drink, and an infinite list of things that I need to start/continue/finish.