“one broad with a static-y vest…”

This 💯

It was annoying af coming off a 3rd 12 shift at 7am dying to get home and passing the overly cheerful day shift morning people. “good morning! Happy Friday!”

Sometimes you just need a more specific example

It’s OK, I heard a lot of us die by 50 anyway 🤷

I’ve noticed something similar with music.

This is one that does it for me: https://youtu.be/4edAZvbU5gw

The only thing I could come to, is that it’s like it is noise, but not random and unpredictable. It’s like organized or controlled noise,if that makes any kind of sense.

Another example of the “noise” : https://youtu.be/forwNINpoVE

Rosemary sweet potatoes were surprisingly good.

One russets, bake/fry/air fry with salt, pepper, onion ppwder. Then toss with minced garlic, parsley, & parmesan.

Goddamn! I’m sorry. I feel like the antianxiety stuff did work better earlier on, but possibly helpful enough now, hopefully. Stuff is a lot different. The worst part of Prozac for me is probably being sweaty af! I thought I was sweaty before, but the threshold has definitely lowered and how much has probably gone up,but it’s worthy enough of a trade-off for me for being more or less not depressed for basically all but a day or two in the last couple months for like the first time. I wish you to find a peaceful combo for yourself!

Geez! That’s sucks! I know this stuff is a little different for everyone. My doc put gave me some as-needed busiprone & propranolol before the fluoxetine, so that may have contributed to my experience? Who even knows. I hope you can find the correct medication or whatever one day.

I’m sorry to hear that, for me it’s like enough of a weight has been lifted, I’m able to see, feel, or explore things I haven’t noticed before. If this is a reduced “up” it’s till better than things were before

Gods, it feels like it. Like, is this how NTs feel all the time?

Ah geez that sucks… Yeah I don’t think the highs are that low for me. But I didn’t have that many before anyway so 🤷

Although for me, it’s combined with wellbutrin

I’ll definitely give them a try for emphasis: emphasis.

This app has been a lifesaver for me. It’s still taken time convince myself to use the damn thing, but the snoozable pop up in your face reminders has helped a ton!

https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=alarm.clock.calendar.reminder

Love that pc analogy! 🤣

The meds I’ve got are focused on depression. I’ve known I was depressed longer than I’ve know I had adhd, and now I understand that’s probably why I was depressed.

My Dr told me that the way they usually go at these things is start with depressive or anxious symptoms first to see if it is adhd caused or not. Pretty sure it is at this point but still. I got on a combo that, Holy shit this is the longest I’ve been not depressed for as long as I can remember! It’s fucking insane! Like, is this how other people have felt the whole time?!

I am trying to just get out there, but shit is difficult man…

Just don’t try laying on your belly. Does not work as an adult.

Interesting. I’m not sure I’ve confidence improving from medication.

The weird thing is, one of my medications may have increased my confidence, or at least relieved depression enough, to consider changing things up, but apparently not enough to just do it and not worry 😅

I still think I’m gonna go through with it, hopefully it’ll help me gain some confidence.

Holy shit! Yeah, it’s like that sometimes. I probably haven’t ironed in years!

Same. Rejection sensitivity sucks. That may be part of my thing.

I definitely love “anonymous” places online like this as opposed to regular social media.

I have some of that too. My job is less routine, which is nice sometimes, but definitely the last second changes are difficult.

I guess maybe it’s more of a social anxiety thing. I do find it difficult and draining to interact with even people I work with sometimes, much less strangers.