Stay pure king 👍

Glad I could help :)

Just a word of advice: If you get started on your journey to regaining your confidence, be aware it might take years. A Therapist will speed up the process through asking the right questions and ‘judgement’, but are relatively expensive (you’re basically paying their hourly wage 1:1, plus taxes)

If you can’t or don’t want to afford a therapist, there are enough (good) resources on the internet to DIY this. Just keep in mind that this will take much longer and both approaches will require processing emotions and (good) crying :)

With that first and last paragraph, in addition to your question, it sounds like you don’t have the confidence to decide this purchase on your own.

Whereas spending money on car stuff, emergency funds or your parents must have been generally approved by whoever you fear consequences from. (looks like your father (or parents?) when you were a child)

You can obv. just go ahead and buy that MacBook, as a form of exposure therapy. Buy it, accept the potential fallout from that action and come out the other side with a MacBook.

If even small luxuries, like a small figurine make you anxious, you could search for something small you like and buy that first and ‘work your way up’.

Alternatively you need to do the deep soul searching and process all those emotions around spending and saving money. Which future does your fear try to save you from? What happens to you, or your family, when you spend that money? Why do you budget (emotionally)? Why is spending money on family (luxuries?) ok? When is it not? What does a MacBook represent to you?

🎶Du hast den schönsten Arsch der Welt🎶

I’m chippin’ in

Why is she trying to strangle someone in a romance novel?

First to last photo is a puss in boots level change

Maybe something like this?

Hate it when I get an ad break during my team meetings

the best advice that I ever got
Was from my sister’s rock star boyfriend.

Just get you a guitar and learn how to play
Cut up some jeans, come up with a name
When you’re living in a world that you don’t understand
Find a few good buddies, start a band

That’s why I use Bussy Cosmetics

Well, a high probability doesn’t mean it will happen, and a low probability doesn’t mean it won’t.

(A tossed coin that shows head the first 5 times and after that it always shows up tails still has a probability of 0% head and 100% tails, assuming you don’t know which coin toss this is.)

You are in the House of Elrond, but we do not grant you the rank of master

I worked at a company where everyone would try and send an email to themselves from an unlocked PC. That mail contained a heads up that the victim willl bring cake into the office e.g. next tuesday. They then were typically forwarded to the whole team while thanking them for their generosity.

It really hammered that lesson home and the victims did honor the cake-mails. Only downside was, that this led to people to tryimg to bait each other into leaving their PCs unlocked and creative countermeasures, such as delaying mails containing the word ‘cake’.

Reminds me of this:

In my case it’s a lot of 3d models and no prints

And find it’s way into the repositories

Only if you have at least one non-selfie meme on your phone

Geld verhebeln?

No way, my best friend also overdosed on feet :(