Riley entered my life in 2008. I still remember that day. I found her on Craigslist, paid a $60 “rehoming fee”, and she sat on my lap as I drove home with my new puppy. I was young and broke, living alone, and could barely afford my bills. It was an irresponsible decision to get a dog at that point in life, but I’m so glad that I was able to make it work.

She was a mix of two retrievers: Her mother was a chocolate lab and her father was a golden retriever. Somehow all of their puppies were black.

I had some experience with dogs before her, but I did not know about the amount of affection that retrievers are capable of. As I was getting to know her, I was pleasantly surprised to learn that she loved hugs so much, she even initiated them! Literally the sweetest dog I’ve ever met.

She was very smart. I was able to teach her most of her tricks in like ~10 mins each, while heating up frozen pizzas or whatever cheap garbage I ate back then.

She was the most consistent part of my bumpy path in life. She has been with me through tough breakups, my parents’ deaths, career changes, and many other ups and downs that come with adulthood.

She’s also the oldest retriever I’ve ever met. She would have been 17 years old next week.

We were together until her last breath. With my hand on her chest, I felt her final heartbeat.

And I will remember her until mine.

Riley was such a good girl.

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    22 hours ago

    I lost my Chessie in April at age 12. We picked her up from the breeder when she was 6 weeks old and I held her as she died.

    I had a dream a few nights ago that we were walking in the forest and she had a stick she’d keep bringing back and looking at me with those eyes that say “throw the damn stick, buddy, you know how this works”. Then I got to sit with her and run my fingers through the curls on her neck and woke up crying.

    I’m so sorry for you, it’s hard to lose someone that would have laid their life down for you.

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      18 hours ago

      Aw what a beautiful dream. I really appreciate those dreams with lost loved ones. It’s the only way to form new memories with them, so they’re worth the tears, IMO.

      I’m sorry for your loss. Chessie must have been a great dog.