Wrong person to tell that to. I’m digging in more and more into basically being anti-social. I don’t want to care about other people anymore, and I have a solar charger as a first step in not using electricity produced by others.
That sucks, man. The human brain is fundamentally structured to desire human interaction and empathy, and denying it that is tantamount to a vow of silence. I imagine you’ve experienced a lot of hurt to have come to the conclusion that you have- that excising an intrinsic piece of yourself is worth ending your pain.
I just realized I can’t be like a normal person ever, I just got something missing. And trying to help people tends to hurt or offend them. So I just resigned to what’s realistic.
I’ve been in the same place, and it gets better, if it gets better. Good fucking god, does it suck until you see the starting line, and even after reaching 500 yards, you’ll stumble, eat shit, and then stand up awkwardly as the race continues.
This might seem odd, but If you ever need someone to talk to, feel welcome in shooting me a pm. No one deserves to be entirely alone.
Edit: but be aware, lemmy pms are public, so don’t share anything that you aren’t comfortable with another person peeking in on
For people to be brave enough to allow others to exist independent of their desires, mostly. That and the Epstein files.
Wrong person to tell that to. I’m digging in more and more into basically being anti-social. I don’t want to care about other people anymore, and I have a solar charger as a first step in not using electricity produced by others.
That sucks, man. The human brain is fundamentally structured to desire human interaction and empathy, and denying it that is tantamount to a vow of silence. I imagine you’ve experienced a lot of hurt to have come to the conclusion that you have- that excising an intrinsic piece of yourself is worth ending your pain.
I just realized I can’t be like a normal person ever, I just got something missing. And trying to help people tends to hurt or offend them. So I just resigned to what’s realistic.
That sounds relatable. Just wanted to add another voice letting you know you’re not alone!
I’ve been in the same place, and it gets better, if it gets better. Good fucking god, does it suck until you see the starting line, and even after reaching 500 yards, you’ll stumble, eat shit, and then stand up awkwardly as the race continues.
This might seem odd, but If you ever need someone to talk to, feel welcome in shooting me a pm. No one deserves to be entirely alone.
Edit: but be aware, lemmy pms are public, so don’t share anything that you aren’t comfortable with another person peeking in on
Thank you for the offer! I am grateful that people like you exist, and will keep you in mind.